Yeah... friends help a lot. It is often very painful reading of you doing things which I wish I had friends to do with. Still struggling to find activities or ways to do things without anyone to point the way, or who know of opportunities which might not otherwise be seen. I was just thinking of being out of synch, too. That doing something during the day means choosing to be alone for the entire day, because at night there is no one I can talk to... being alone is often pleasant or enjoyable, a peaceful solitude in which to go about activities, to work on projects. But it is less pleasant when there is no option to break that solitude, when even if you wish to share something beautiful or wonderful or fun with someone, there is no one around who cares.
Well, still looking. Because we are determined, even if quietly or slowly.
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Date: 2009-02-26 08:26 am (UTC)Well, still looking. Because we are determined, even if quietly or slowly.