I would have never described you as lethargic or having major issues with your body. You are a bouncy fun person I love being around. Both you and I are on the heavy side and that does affect some physical assertion and so on but we're both losing that weight. And as you get thinner your beauty can only grow.

I know exactly what you mean by "being in the moment" and "living in the now". The thing is there is no quantitative way of measuring our lives. We are really the only person we truly know so everything has to be relative. We can only measure qualitatively. I am my only point of reference. My past and my present guides me.

If we take gender, do I feel female? I don't know. I feel like a me. However I know that I prefer others to treat me as female and I prefer fulfilling a female role. Does that make me female I don't know? I have no absolutes to guide me.

In the end I do what makes me feel good. This may mean having fun or fighting for a cause that I believe in. But in the end it is all relative!